aaron-warner

Because I was dying.__And Warner could__e let me die. He was angry and hurt and had every reason to be bitter. I__ just ripped his heart out; I__ let him believe something would come of our relationship. I let him confess the depth of his feelings to me; I let him touch me in ways even Adam hadn't. I didn't ask him to stop.__Every inch of me was saying yes.__And then I took it all back. Because I was scared, and confused, and conflicted. Because of Adam.__Warner told me he loved me, and in return I insulted him and lied to him and yelled at him and pushed him away. And when he had the chance to stand back and watch me die, he didn__.__He found a way to save my life.__With no demands. No expectations. Believing full well that I was in love with someone else, and that saving my life meant making me whole again only to give me back to another guy.__And right now, I can__ say I know what Adam would do if I were dying in front of him. I__ not sure if he would save my life. And that uncertainty alone makes me certain that something wasn't right between us.

Juliette." I close my eyes. He says, "I don't want you to call me Warner anymore." I open my eyes. "I want you to know me," he says, breathless, his fingers pushing a stray strand of hair away from my face. "I don't want to be Warner with you," he says. "I want it to be different now. I want you to call me Aaron.

Tell me what you want" he [Warner] says desperately. "Tell me what to do," he says, "and I'll do it.

So I take a deep breath.Step forward.Let go.10 seconds and I'm trying to breathe9And I'm trying to be brave8But the truth is I'm scared out of my mind7And I have no idea what's waiting for me behind that door6And I'm pretty sure I'm going to have a heart attack5But I can't turn back now4Because there it is3The door is right in front of me2All I have to do is knock1Butthe door flies open first.