Liz Thebart

There is no in between, we all have to touch our own bottom.

I forced my eyes open and saw the image that__ haunted me every day for the past years of my life. And every day, in my nightmares.

Maybe if I had gone on like that I could have stopped myself in time. Maybe at that point I still had it in me to come through.

At least, when there__ fear, there__ some human part left in you. Once that__ gone, though, there is nothing.

Some might say it was lack of love __ would say it was out of love.

The end for us came with a knock on my window.

And then Luke had appeared, like a gust that had come to teach me that in life, there was nothing more precious than life itself.

Somewhere in between, I had fallen for that boy.

We had been younger. Yup, you can grow a lot in the blink of an eye.

There was no sign he__ even been in a fight __ucking Golden Boy.

I opened the doors to Hell and walked in gleefully.

Love, like addiction, removes all choices...

Beginnings are easy, but after that, happiness takes some work.