drugs-and-alcohol

There is no in between, we all have to touch our own bottom.

I forced my eyes open and saw the image that__ haunted me every day for the past years of my life. And every day, in my nightmares.

Maybe if I had gone on like that I could have stopped myself in time. Maybe at that point I still had it in me to come through.

At least, when there__ fear, there__ some human part left in you. Once that__ gone, though, there is nothing.

I opened the doors to Hell and walked in gleefully.