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I want you. I want you so badly I can__ stand it. When you left, it felt like the world got darker. Like I couldn__ truly see anything. Couldn__ feel anything.

Why is this so hard?_ I whispered.His pulse leaped crazily at my admission. __verything worth fighting for is hard.

You think he left a big flashing arrow pointing to a filing cabinet labeled 'Evidence Here!'? He's a Stray, Ethan, not Wile E. Coyote!

I squeezed my eyes shut and took several deep breaths, trying not to smell Jace in front of me, not to taste him on my lips. But it was useless. In that moment, Jace was everywhere. He was in my mind, he was in my heart, and he was in my memory. He smelled good. He tasted good. And the blissful aftershock still throbbing in my most sensitive places felt wonderful, when everything else in my life was an obstacle to be overcome.

I want everyone to get plenty of rest tonight, because tomorrow, we make plans to bury the new council chair. And don't worry about the shovel shortage," I said, glancing from face to determined face. "Because Calvin Malone has dug his own grave.

I still loved Marc desperately and couldn__ imagine life without him. Jace was_something else. Something I could feel but couldn__ articulate. Something I wanted, and hadn__ been able to resist in my grief-weakened state. He was something that would have to wait.

When I was a child, all problems had ended with a single word from my father. A smile from him was sunshine, his scowl a bolt of thunder. He was smart, and generous, and honorable without fail. He could exile a trespasser, check my math homework, and fix the leaky bathroom sink, all before dinner. For the longest time, I thought he was invincible. Above the petty problems that plagued normal people.And now he was gone.

Ethan was loyal and funny and protective. When we were little, he was the brother most likely to make me cry__nd mostly likely to wipe away my tears.