Neha Yazmin

Forgiveness before one__ death, isn__ just about asking and receiving it, it__ also about forgiving others.

JAMIE'S SONG 'I Had No Choice':I had no choice, I had to be hers.And now she__ gone, I have to be hurt.She__ not the one that I wanted,She__ just the one that I had.She__ not the one that I__ chosen,She__ just the one I got given.I never said, __ey, she__ the one for me,__t was already built in me.I didn__ say, __ey, she__ so pretty,__t__ just these eyes were made to see_ her.I had no choice, I had to be hers.And now she__ gone, I have to be hurt.I had no choice, that__ how it was written.I had no choice, that__ the life I got given.

JAMIE'S SONG 'UN-BROKE':Un-broke and,All is well.I did not expect that.Unspoken,All I felt.I should not have done that.But now that is all behind me.Something else, something more defines me.I could be scattered all over the world again,And I would still be me.Find my way back here again.Though I don__ think that could happen, I feel so unbreakable,Now that I am un-broke.Like the wind,I floated. I could not change one thing.Like the trees,I stood there.Branches swayed bare in Spring.My darkest days are behind me.Blinding sun and stars always find me.I could be shattered into the abyss again,But I would still be free.Climb out of the hole again.I__l see the skies that never darken. I know I__ unbreakable, Now that I am un-broke.

JAMIE'S SONG 'HEAVEN':You hold me so tight that I can__ breathe,You make me feel light that I can__ sleep.Float from our bed, fly away,Soaring like angels through the heavens and seas.I wish that we hadn__ taken so long,To realise this is where we belong.This is the life, that you and IHave been dying for.If heaven is this,This place in your arms,I__ not afraid of dying,I want to die tonight.If heaven is this,Your lips when we kiss,I__ not afraid of dying,Let them kill me tonight.And I know I__l go to heaven, Because I made you smile.Yes, I know I__l go to heaven,Because you loved our life.But if they banish me to hell,You will pull me out again.You belong in heaven, And I belong with you.

I'm proud of myself So it's okay if you're ashamed of me.I'm happy with what I've accomplished So it's okay if you're not impressed by me.I've done what many can't So it's okay if you don't believe in me.I love the things I compileSo it's okay if you think I cramp your style.I've done it by myself But I'll help you should you ever call on me.

It was easy to tell Jamie to move on, be happy with someone else. But she saw now that it would absolutely kill her to see him with another woman.

Maggie would want more from every guy she dated, every relationship she had, because she was using Jamie and Mukti__ love story as a template. And she__ always be disappointed. Neither love nor life is like a fairytale_

JAMIE'S SONG 'WHERE YOU ARE':I left my heart at your door,Don__ tread on it on your way out.It__ convulsing on the floor,Can__ you hear it scream and shout?I dropped my life by your feet,Don__ kick it as you walk down the street.I put my dreams in your hand,Don__ let them slip through your fingers like grains of sand.And my eyes will watch you from afar,Guide you like a shooting star.And you__l see that I__l always be where you are.Where you are.Yes, you know that I__l always be where you are.Yes my eyes will watch you from afar,Guide you like a shooting star.And you__l see that I__l always be where you are.Where you are.

JAMIE'S SONG 'August and November':They say it was a beautiful summer.I say I felt so cold the whole short while.I heard that it rained for days,Between August and November.Well I didn__ see it rain on the enslaved river.I am the river no more (x2)And the rain is just acid water from their cloudy black smoke.And now I__ at a standstill on the streets, That are lit up like a funfair from some forgotten dream.Yet faces, headlights, and the whole world passes by me. Without taking a step, I__ down in the hole too.And if it rains this comingDark and lonely December,I will never watch it fall on the entrapped river.I am the river no more (x2)And the rain is acid water from their cloudy black smoke.

JAMIE'S SONG 'Million Years/Billion Deaths':Every beat of my heart says,__ho__ wanna be a heart?__very cell in my body,Wants to split apart.Though I know I have to be strong.And I__ sure I won__ have to wait long.But when each day lasts forever,And when every night lasts much longer,Tell me how am I supposed to go on?But if each moment with you,Lasts as long as these lonely nights do,Then I__ wait a million years for you.Yes, I__l wait a million years for you.And I__l die a billion deaths to get to you.To get to you_Every breath I take whispers,__ho__ wanna be in love?__very vein in my body,Has bled dry, my love.Though I know I have to be strong.And I__ sure I won__ have to wait long.But when each day lasts forever,And when every night lasts much longer,Tell me how am I supposed to go on?But if each moment with you,Lasts as long as these lonely nights do,Then I__ wait a million years for you.Yes, I__l wait a million years for you.And I__l die a billion deaths to get to you.To get to you_

JAMIE'S SONG 'LOVE TRANSFUSION':I__ not sleeping nights,I__ not doing good.I__ not eating right,have no use for food.All I do is bleed dry for you.But somehow I survive,And wake up with more love for you.It__ not blood running through my veins, it__ you.I__e had a strange blood transfusion,To add to my confusion.It__ not compatible;I__ going hysterical.It__ some kind of love transfusion.Love transfusion.Love transfusion.I__e had a strange blood transfusion.Blood transfusion.Blood transfusion. It__ not blood running through my veins, it__ you.

JAMIE'S SONG 'Bright Blue Dream':I watch the world go round and round.And see the sun go up and down.I think I__e heard most every soundExcept your voice.I feel the river by my feet.And let the tears dry indiscrete.Seems the horizon__ incompleteWithout your face.The world is a colder place,Shadows everywhere you used to be.Darker than the darkest nights I__e seen.And I try go back to thatBright blue dream.When there was nothing, there was nothing, but you and me.Clear blue sky.Yes there was something, there was something, I could not see.