Kate Chisman

In the morning, that moment, when I knew it was you. When I could feel you breathing and we opened our eyes at the exact same time.

You talked over the tour guide who pointed to houses and windows. Showing us where people had lived and died and other people now stayed in their place. Just like a broken heart." - Adieu

I turned to him and he reached for my hand. It would have been easier to walk away. But the wind still blew around us and the house still stood.

He had the red serviette tucked into his t-shirt at the neck which made me laugh. He hadn__ done this since our third date when I had told him off for his bad manners.

Girls spilled drinks down their dresses and flicked their hair. Wishing anyone, maybe even you, would notice them... You were someone to me.

I watched you try on suits in Hugo Boss.__or the big job,_ you said. And I laughed, because I knew I would never see it. I__ never get up and watch you put it on and walk out of the door. I would never be the one that you came home to.

You wanted a wife but I wasstill a girl.

We ruined each other by being together. We destroyed each other__ dreams.

The scratching came from the attic. At night, when Rory turned out the light I would lie awake and wait for it to skit, skit, skit lightly across the floorboards above our heads and down behind the water pipes.

I cried for all of those things that should have just been for us...

In the dark behind the glare of the television, like a mannequin behind it, I could see a silhouette and it wasn__ moving. It was maybe six foot high with its shoulders hunched and I blinked to make sure it was real. The TV fuzzed grey and white and black and I had a lump in my throat that I couldn__ swallow away. __ory_ I whispered. Clawing out gently beneath the duvet cover, reaching for his hand. But I couldn__ find it. And he didn__ answer.

The diamonds glinted under the glare of the chandelier and they looked like a thousand spider eyes

These were the things we would never notice were missing.

The chandelier was wearing on its rubber support and the crack at the side of the ceiling hold was getting bigger. __ne day that__ going to fall on us and spear you through the heart,_ he said. I turned to kiss him on the shoulder and closed my eyes.