reminiscing

You__e everything to me. But at best, I__ just a memory to you.

Though I never really had you_._ to me you will always be the one that got away.

With you in my life I felt like I could conquer anything.It was as if I was on top of the world and even the stars themselves were just within my grasp.But without you _. even getting through the day is hard.

When I was with him suddenly I wasn__ this broken person anymore.I was just me.I was whole again.I was just a person _ like everyone else.

I need to stop running back to you in my mind all the time.

I still remember that feeling of walking somewhere confidently, seeing him mid stride and putting my foot down just fine_ but feeling like I stumbled.

I__ never dreamed anybody could love me the way he did. And even when he proved it to me time and again _ I still could hardly believe it was true.

It__ the intricate details you miss the most. For me, it__ the soft lines around the eyes when he smiles_ Or that look he gave me sometimes that I cannot begin to describe - but I would know it if I saw it again.It was the look that gave him away.I__ know that look anywhere_It used to be my everything.

Every quote, every book, every film seemed to suggest that __ne day_ someone would come into my life and love me with an intensity and a passion I had never experienced before. And to their credit they were right; It all came and went so fast it really did feel as if it were just __ne day_....

He looked at me like I was the stars when all I__ ever felt like was the dark nothingness between them.

He was both everything I could ever want_And nothing I could ever have_

The last time I felt alive _ I was looking into your eyes.Breathing your air_. touching your skin_ Saying goodbye_.The last time I felt alive_. I was dying.

I miss that feeling of connection.Knowing he was out there somewhere thinking about me at the same time I was thinking about him.

If you cannot hold me in your arms, then hold my memory in high regard.And if I cannot be in your life, then at least let me live in your heart.

I had someone once who made every day mean something.And now_. I am lost_.And nothing means anything anymore.

_the sad part is, that I will probably end up loving you without you for much longer than I loved you when I knew you.Some people might find that strange.But the truth of it is that the amount of love you feel for someone and the impact they have on you as a person, is in no way relative to the amount of time you have known them.

As I grabbed my cocoa, chocolate ran down my hand."This makes me feel like a five-year-old," I said, licking it off."If I ordered a sandwich at this place, do you think they'd cut the crusts off?

What can ever equal the memory of being young together?