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No, but one can feel desperate at any age, don__ you think? The young are eternally desperate,_ he said frankly. __nd books, they offer hope _ that a whole universe might open up from between the covers, and falling into that universe one is saved.

This is new. Old Quinn would not have worn a skirt on her first day of sophomore year. Old Quinn would have worn a pair of jeans (hole in the knee? even better) and a t-shirt advertising the Providence Prep volleyball team, or some other sports team I didn__ play for.

Cole, for Christ's sake, will you stop staring at me like I'm beefcake of the month?

Fairy tales die hard in the minds and hearts of some girls. Quinn

Ah, hell.His peripheral vision was working far too well tonight.His slut of a cousin, his cocksucking, suit-wearing, Montblanc-up-the-ass cousin Saxton the Magnificent, was standing next to the queen, looking like a combination of Cary Grant and some model in a goddamn cologne ad.Not that Qhuinn was bitter.Because the guy was sharing Blay's bed.Nah.Nope. Not at all.The Cocksucker-With a wince, he thought maybe he should switch that insult to something a little farther away from what the two of them ...God, he couldn't even go there. Not if he wanted to breathe.

He__ becoming useless. Worse than useless,_ Sam said. Then, relenting, he said, __e__l get past it.___ou mean you and Quinn?___eah.__strid considered just keeping her mouth shut, not pushing it. But this was a talk she needed to have with Sam sooner or later. __ don__ think he__ going to get over it.___ou don__ know him that well.___e__ jealous of you.___ell, of course I am so terribly handsome,_ Sam said, straining to make a joke of it.__e__ one kind of person, you__e another. When life is going along normally, you__e sort of the same. But when life turns strange and scary, when there__ a crisis, suddenly you__e completely different people. It__ not Quinn__ fault, really, but he__ not brave. He__ not strong. You are.

More than two dozen kids lined a low railing around the gazebo. They were all tied to it by a rope leash that gave them no more than a few feet of movement. Neck to rail, like tethered horses. Each of the kids was weighed down by a concrete block that encased their hands. Their eyes were hollow, their cheeks caved in.Astrid used a word that Sam had never imagined coming from her.__ice language,_ Drake said with a smirk. __nd in front of the Pe-tard, too.__ cafeteria tray had been placed in front of each of the prisoners. It must have been a very recent delivery because some were still licking their trays, hunched over, faces down, tongues out, licking like dogs.__t__ the circle of freaks,_ Drake said proudly, waving a hand like a showman.In a crusty old wheelbarrow to one side, three kids were using a short-handled shovel to mix cement. It made a heavy sloshing sound. They dumped a shovelful of gravel into the mix and stirred it like lumpy gravy.__h, no,_ Lana said, backing away, but one of the Coates kids smashed her behind the knee with his baseball bat, and she crumpled.__otta do something with unhelpful freaks,_ Drake said. __an__ have you people running around loose._ He must have seen Sam start to react because he stuck his gun against Astrid__ head. __our call, Sam. You so much as flinch and we__l get to see what a genius brain really looks like.___ey, I got no powers, man,_ Quinn said.__his is sick, Drake. Like you__e sick,_ Astrid said. __ can__ even reason with you because you__e just too damaged, too hopelessly messed up.___hut up.

As Sam came to a panting stop, a jet of orange flame burst from a high window.Several dozen kids were standing, watching. A crowd that struck Sam as very strange, until he realized why it was strange: there were no adults, just kids.__s anyone in there?_ Astrid called out. No one answered.__t could spread,_ Sam said.__here__ no 911,_ someone pointed out.__f it spreads, it could burn down half the town.___ou see a fireman anywhere?_ A helpless shrug.The day care shared a wall with the hardware store, and both were only a narrow alley away from the burning building. Sam figured they had time to get the kids out of the day care if they acted fast, but the hardware store was something they could not afford to lose.There had to be forty kids just standing there gawking. No one seemed about to start doing anything.__reat,_ Sam said. He grabbed two kids he sort of knew. __ou guys, go to the day care. Tell them to get the littles out of there.__he kids stared at him without moving.__ow. Go. Do it!_ he said, and they took off running.Sam pointed at two other kids. __ou and you. Go into the hardware store, get the longest hose you can find. Get a spray nozzle, too. I think there__ a spigot in that alley. Start spraying water on the side of the hardware store and up on the roof.__hese two also stared blankly. __udes: Not tomorrow. Now. Now. Go! Quinn? You better go with them. We want to wet down the hardware__hat__ where the wind will take the fire next.__uinn hesitated.People were not getting this. How could they not see that they had to do something, not just stand around?Sam pushed to the front of the crowd and in a loud voice said, __ey, listen up, this isn__ the Disney Channel. We can__ just watch this happen. There are no adults. There__ no fire department. We are the fire department.__dilio was there. He said, __am__ right. What do you need, Sam? I__ with you.___kay. Quinn? The hoses from the hardware store. Edilio? Let__ get the big hoses from the fire station, hook __m up to the hydrant.___hey__l be heavy. I__l need some strong guys.___ou, you, you, you._ Sam grabbed each person__ shoulder, shaking each one, pushing them into motion. __ome on. You. You. Let__ go!

We__e not going to give in. We__e going to fight.___ot that right,_ a voice cried out.__irst thing we need to have clear: there__ no line between freak and normal here. If you have the power, we__l need you. If you don__, we__l need you.__eads were nodding. Looks were being exchanged.__oates kids, Perdido Beach kids, we__e together now. We__e together. Maybe you did things to survive. Maybe you weren__ always brave. Maybe you gave up hope.__ girl sobbed suddenly.__ell, that__ all over now,_ Sam said gently. __t all starts fresh. Right here, right now. We__e brothers and sisters now. Doesn__ matter we don__ know each other__ names, we are brothers and sisters and we__e going to survive, and we__e going to win, and we__e going to find our way to some kind of happiness again.__here was a long, deep silence.__o,_ Sam said, __y name is Sam. I__ in this with you. All the way._ He turned to Astrid.____ Astrid, I__ in this with you, too.___y name is Edilio. What they said. Brothers and sisters. Hermanos.___huan Vong,_ said a thin boy with yet-unhealed hands like dead fish. ____ in.___ekka,_ said a strong, solidly built girl with cornrows and a nose ring. ____ in. And I have game.___e too,_ called a skinny girl with reddish pigtails. __y name__ Brianna. I_well, I can go real fast.__ne by one they declared their determination. The voices started out soft and gained strength. Each voice louder, firmer, more determined than the one before.Only Quinn remained silent. He hung his head, and tears rolled down his cheeks.__uinn,_ Sam called to him.Quinn didn__ respond, just looked down at the ground.__uinn,_ Sam said again. __t starts fresh right now. Nothing before counts. Nothing. Brothers, man?__uinn struggled with the lump in his throat. But then, in a low voice, he said, __eah. Brothers.

Ha," I said. "Oh, ha-ha. Yeah, __ause they love me. You see how many vampires are up here? Zero, right?"One," said Eric, stepping out of the stairwell.

Without the dark we'd never see the stars.

I need you like the day needs the night" -Quinn O'Shea

I__ do it all over again, knowing that you were going to be there at the end. I__ walk through the sadness and the loneliness all over again for you.