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I don't like doing anything that makes you sweat if you don't come at the end of it.

I love the way you feel inside me,_ he said.Ryder made a low, rumbling noise of contentment. __ love the way I feel inside you, too.___ love that you did this for me because you wanted to give me something special._ Luca started rocking back and forth on Ryder__ cock. __ love that you__e never done it for anyone else.__yder__ brow creased. __uca__uca put his hand over Ryder__ mouth, a domineering gesture that silenced Ryder instantly. He didn__ know where the words were coming from, just that they were clawing at his throat, demanding to get out.__ love the way you treat me,_ he said. __ love that you__e so much stronger than me but you never make me feel weak. I love that you take care of me without implying that I can__ take care of myself. I love that you let me take control but always call me on my bullshit.__uca had to pause for a moment; the pleasure of their slow, rhythmic fucking was making it difficult for him to gather his thoughts. Ryder waited, eyes watchful.__ love that you__e always worried about doing the right thing, even when nobody else is._ Certain that Ryder wouldn__ interrupt now, Luca let go of his mouth and braced his hands on Ryder__ chest. He bounced shallowly on Ryder__ cock, soaking up his size, his strength, his steady, reassuring presence. __ love that I can trust you, and I love that I can rely on you, and _ and I love you, Ryder, I do, I love you _ __ecause he did, of course he did. It was crazy to pretend that he didn__. He might be damning them both, but he couldn__ hide from this any longer, couldn__ let Ryder go on thinking he wasn__ head-over-heels in love with him.

And reading this way - with no deadline, no agenda - she remembered why she loved literature so much. It was like fucking a new man and knowing that he had made other women come, but that when she came it would be an unshareable, untranslatable pleasure. She opened herself up to her books, and the words got inside her and fucked her senseless.