new-baby

If your coming into the world was a mistake, then you are the most beautiful error in the universe.

A new baby is the beginning of a new universe__is own unique universe.

A new universe is born whenever a new baby is born.

The new father finally hangs up the phone, laughing at absolutely nothing. "Congratulations," I say, when what I really want to tell him is to pick up that baby of his and hold her tight, to set the moon on the edge of her crib and to hang her name up in stars so that she never, ever does to him what I have done to my parents.

The first night in the hospital with a snuffling baby girl, I learned that my family was not the only thing that had expanded. There was now a whole new world of opportunities for judgment and self-doubt.