jax

It couldn__ have been that bad that he had to hurt you, Leo.___h no, it was bad. It was the fucking first twenty minutes of Saving Private Ryan bad, Jax._ Day paced as he listened to his brother go on about God accepting responsibility for his own actions.__ax, don__ get me wrong, I__ highly pissed off with my partner. I__ pissed off to the highest of pisstivity. But I still have to know that he__ okay. That crazy brother of his really landed some hard blows on him and God didn__ fight back at all.___ecause it__ his baby brother. That I do get,_ Jax said softly. __ut I can__ check on him, Leo, because believe me, there is nothing here to clue me in on where he may have went._ Jax paused before speaking again. __ must say I__ curious how he got all that heavy furniture out of here if he was in as bad a shape as you say.___ell, that wouldn__ be too hard to do. A lot of people owe God favors__oth of us actually. If God called someone for help, they__ drop everything and come to help._ Day took a deep breath. __he same as I would if he had called me._ Day__ voice was strained from the hurt in his chest and he had no doubt that Jax was picking up on it.__hat asshole,_ Jax snapped.__hoa, big brother. Don__ go cursing away your do-gooder image. You know you__e not a vulgar-language type of person_leave that for us heathens._ Day laughed humorlessly.Day heard his brother laugh an irritated chuckle at him for trying to lighten the situation.__ine. But, after he apologizes numerous times, I__ going to give him a piece of my mind,_ Jax said.Day did smile that time. He had no doubt his brother would do just that.

Are you in love with him, Leonidis?___es._ Again there wasn__ an ounce of hesitation, and even Day had to admit that he was shocked as shit at his confession.__ou never mentioned that Cash was gay,_ Jax said.__ know.___eo, what are you doing? Falling for a straight man, and your partner at that?_ His brother tried to make eye contact with him.Day finally looked into his brother__ eyes, soft hazel ones that matched his own, and told him. __e loves me back. Straight, gay, bi, goddamn tranny_whatever he is. That man loves me too. He just hasn__ said it yet,_ Day took another sip, __ut he will.__ay was relieved his brother left that subject alone.

Oh shit!_ Day snapped his fingers at his recollection of something very critical. Why do I always forget about this? __ know exactly where he is_or at least I will in a second._ Day hung up without another word.He pulled up his track-your-lover app on his phone. He never did tell God how he__ found him in that alley in Buckhead. It took a few seconds for the app to open fully before he saw the red dot beeping on the map of their city. You call yourself a detective, God. Pfft. He immediately called his brother back.__ax, he__ at the Fairfield Lodge in East Point. Please go check on him._ Day didn__ want to sound so pathetic. God had thrown him around and tossed him out like old luggage, but Day loved him and would never want to see God hurt or in need of help but too proud to ask for it.

By the way, the other reason I agreed to help you is because I love your eyes. You have the most beautiful eyes. It's my weakness.

I see you in every flower in the park, every color in a rainbow and in every scent that reminds me of the things I love. Without knowing how, or even why it happened, I can__ imagine a world where you don__ exist.

I__ do it all over again, knowing that you were going to be there at the end. I__ walk through the sadness and the loneliness all over again for you.