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Have you ever felt your destiny unfolding, beloved? Have you experienced the intensity of the hunt, the fixation of attention that only fate can explain? Have you ever told yourself your feelings wereexcessive, but known that something huge and pivotally important was carrying you along like a riptide? You can fight that current all you want; you know it will still have its way with you. Or you cantry swimming along with it, and grow amazed by your own power__ntil you pause and realize that you aren__ moving but being moved. You__e not in control, not at all, and that__ what makes the feeling soexquisitely exciting.

All for all, always.

Diana frowns. __ou__e taking me home, right? You just said you would._ __oink hoink! Of course, piglet. But I meant your real home._ __hich, last I checked,_ says Diana acidly, __s in Los Angeles, California, United States of America, solar system, planet Earth._ __mm,_ says the boar, hiccupping dreamily. __hat__ what you think, darling. Tell me, can you say you__e felt really at home at that address? Haven__ you been homesick your whole life?

The mirror image of suffering is the truth. Try it. Change the story. Change the course of your entire history. Right now._ __ou want me to lie about my past?_ Diana wipes tears from her face with the back of her hand. __o, to tell the story a truer way,_ says Herself. __ny story can be told infinite ways, dear, but listen to me. Listen well. If a story liberates your soul, believe it. But if a story imprisons you, believe its mirror image.

Just like any civilized person, you__e spent practically your whole life torturing an innocent wild creature. Starved it, then force-fed it, cut it, cursed it, driven it to exhaustion. Imprisoned it with other creatures who tormented it.___hat?_ Diana shakes her head in miserable confusion. __ don__even kill spiders! I never wanted to hurt anything.___he innocent wild creature to which I refer, my darling, is you.

You are consciousness dressed in form, my love. Consciousness is divine. Matter is divine. Creation is divine. Everything is divine. Are you somehow the only exception?

I am bewildering you a little. Just enough to help you forget what you came to believe, so that you can remember what you__e always known.