friendship-lost

Sadly enough, the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are left unsaid and never explained.

Well, everyone has a friend who holds a very special place in his life. Talking about men_a friend whom you love unconditionally and selflessly.....a friend who knows every secret of your life and who is always the first person whom you want to call when you are in some mess_a friend who tells you exactly what you want to hear. Ena was such a friend to me. My best friend _ if that defines the zenith of good friendship. I would rather say, there is no definition of friendship that we shared with each other, the more I explain it, the more complicated it becomes to recite the aspects of our relationship.She was that closer a friend to me, who knew all the nitty-gritties of my life_from every girl who ever came into my life, to passwords of my email accounts or public profiles. Absolutely everything! She was the only girl on earth I trusted blindly and cared for, truly and unconditionally. She was the only girl who could actually make me dance to her beats. We shared that deeper relationship with each other.

As relationships wane, let the love remain.

The whole thing was like a divorce. When we divided everything up, Courtney got my dignity, and I got the heartache.