depressed

I act like shit don__ phase me inside it drives me crazy, my insecurities could eat me alive

Cut my life into pizzas. this is my plastic fork. oven baking, no breathing, dont give a fuck if its carbs that i'm eating' -Catherine Spann

In the Bay, whenever I got depressed, I always drove out to the Ocean Beach. Just to sit. And, I don't know, something about looking at water, how it just goes and goes and goes, something about that I found very soothing. As if somehow I were connected to every ripple that was sending itself out and out until it reached another shore.

Monday is a sloppy umbrella day, which makes everybody a little blue. Cole, dropping by my office in the morning, wastes no time in blowing off steam. "You can TAKE this DAY and SHOVE IT where the SUN DOESN'T SHINE," he growled."Too late. Somebody already DID THAT.

His persistent nostalgia depressed him, aged him, and yet he couldn't stop feeling that the most glorious years, the years when everything seemed drawn in florescents, were gone. Everyone had been so much more entertaining then. What had happened?

I only laugh when I don't know on what I'm laughing to.

I've learned that the most depressed people always seem to be the happiest

If you live a long life and get to the end of it without ever once having felt crushingly depressed, then you probably haven__ been paying attention.

There comes a point where you no longer care if there__ a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You__e just sick of the tunnel.

Some people avoid thinking deeply in public, only because they are afraid of coming across as suicidal.

Being depressed means you are trying to see a colorful world through gray filtered eyes

Intellegence is a disease

When you have true love in your heart,You will never be depressed or fall apart.

They were too near to me. I loved them to much. And the love overtaking me and combined with the fact that I was going to spend another evening alone, doing nothing with it, being waited down to motionlessness by my own actions made me want to get it over with and fucking be alone.

Just please understand that everyone is going through a rough time as well. Even if they are hiding behind money or a simple smile. We are all continuously stumbling as we go about our lives. If we had perfect lives we'd all be perfect people. Only thing we can learn to do is endure or we will not be happy and happiness is the closest thing to perfect.

when i am depressed i never think i will be happy.when i am happy i never think i will be depressed2015

With an all-or-nothing mind-set, you tend to judge yourself relentlessly_Eeyore becomes your best friend.

God knows we__e all drawn toward what__ beautiful and broken; I have been, but some people cannot be fixed. Or if they can be, it__ only by love and sacrifice so great it destroys the giver.