confused

I had a vision.I lay half asleep in the dirt. The sunset Behind the hills and burnt my skin.And in the dream I saw a throne--my throne,Built on the tower of my life.When I woke all I could think of was myVision, etched so clearly on my mind.I worked for three days and three nightsWith no food or drink, until my visionHad become a reality--perfect in everyDetail. I pondered the significance of thisEdifice and shook off my trance....I felt tired,I felt lonely,I felt confused,I felt so bloody confused,I felt like a right prat!

But what if hope had a threshold? What if there was a limit to it? What if each of us was only given a certain amount and mine was used up?

Where am I?_ you ask. Where you are is where the things you__e denied worshipping have taken you.

Not to have a confused church is to teach paramount importance of the truth

We have errantly romanticized love as something we freely get verses something we sacrifice for in the giving.

And round and round and round. Why couldn't I get past the letter? Like poison id had seeped into every image and every memory I kept of Callum, polluting them until I couldn't tell which was real and what was just wishful thinking any more. Until at last, I was forced to face the inescapable fact that, for whatever reason, Callum had written the letter.

It__ really very difficult to understand a woman _ actually it__ not she but he who is confused

What have I done to her?" Gabriel muttered to himself as he crossed the room to crank open a window. Cool air washed over his skin. "What the devil did she do to me?

We humans are such complicated and confused beings that we call the animals beasts.

There is stability in walking an uncertain path, because you never allow yourself to be misled by what you think you know.

Funding for the Special Operations Network comes directly from the government. Most work is centralized, but all of the SpecOps divisions have local representatives to keep a watchful eye on any provincial problems. They are administered by local commanders, who liaise with the national offices for information exchange, guidance and policy decisions. Like any other big government department, it looks good on paper but is an utter shambles. Petty infighting and political agendas, arrogance and sheer bloody-mindedness almost guarantees that the left hand doesn't know what the right is doing.

Ignorance is the worst liberation. To know even a few is better than knowing nothing at all.

Was I happy? Maybe more content thanbouncing-off-the-sofa-like-Tom-Cruise-ecstatic, but that__ still happy isn__ it?

I am both happy and sad at the same time, and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

Well, this is how I feel: I want to live by the ocean but also in the forest but also in the mountains but also in a big city but also in the countryside. Do you understand me?

My rather arrogant attitude deludes me into believing that my ability to understand something is the criteria for its legitimacy. And if there__ one thing in my life that I don__ understand yet I allow to be legitimate, thinking this way would most certainly be it.