Is is as if life or reality itself has had it in mind all along to unravel the very design i have been trying all along to impose on it.
At that moment my shyness and anxiety all flooded back and I took a few steps back, and then sank to the ground; crouching, overwhelmed, covering my face. __hat will he think? What if he already hates me? Maybe I was wrong in the first place? Maybe he didn__ like me at all._ No matter how much I tried, I wasn__ able to produce a single positive thought to counter my panic. I wasn__ able to take a deep breath and relax. This day had been too eventful. I began to shake furiously, afraid of what was to come. __e hates me! He hates me!_ I thought over and over. Hot tears began to fall down my cheeks and I squeezed my eyes trying to stop them. My breathing quickened. What was I doing? I had said what I wanted, proudly, trying to be something to him but here I was: a total mess.__hat kind of a confession ends in a panic attack? GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF!_ I thought furiously, my efforts rewarded with futility. The world started to spin, my mouth becoming numb for reasons I couldn__ understand, almost as if to prevent me from panicking aloud. As if I had the friggin_ courage.
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At that moment my shyness and anxiety all flooded back and I took a few steps back, and then sank to the ground; crouching, overwhelmed, covering my face. __hat will he think? What if he already hates me? Maybe I was wrong in the first place? Maybe he didn__ like me at all._ No matter how much I tried, I wasn__ able to produce a single positive thought to counter my panic. I wasn__ able to take a deep breath and relax. This day had been too eventful. I began to shake furiously, afraid of what was to come. __e hates me! He hates me!_ I thought over and over. Hot tears began to fall down my cheeks and I squeezed my eyes trying to stop them. My breathing quickened. What was I doing? I had said what I wanted, proudly, trying to be something to him but here I was: a total mess.__hat kind of a confession ends in a panic attack? GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF!_ I thought furiously, my efforts rewarded with futility. The world started to spin, my mouth becoming numb for reasons I couldn__ understand, almost as if to prevent me from panicking aloud. As if I had the friggin_ courage.
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