Ranata Suzuki

They say __ollow your heart__._. But I can__ follow you where you__e going_

In a way, it was the same as any normal break up. You took what was yours _. and I kept what I__ had from before we were together_You took my heart _. and I had nothing_

I still remember that feeling of walking somewhere confidently, seeing him mid stride and putting my foot down just fine_ but feeling like I stumbled.

How I wish I could undo it all _ take it all back_All those years I spent unhappy with him _. when I should have been looking for you.

They say the truth hurts. And these words hurt more than any I have ever written. But they are the truth _ The cold, hard, undeniable truth.Not letting go doesn__ keep him with you.It__ still over. He__ still gone._ And nothing will ever change that.

I write what I love.I will not stop _ even when my hand hurts_._. because I cannot stop _ even though my heart hurts_.

It__ funny how we say a person __ade_ us when they actually broke us.Sort of like how I say __unny_... but I actually mean sad.

It__ times like this_. when it__ over a year later and I__ still crying over you that I want to turn to you and say: See_. This is why I asked you never to kiss me.

My heart__ been empty since you left - but still I refuse to put up a vacancy sign.I__ just not ready for anybody else to move in yet.

I__ never dreamed anybody could love me the way he did. And even when he proved it to me time and again _ I still could hardly believe it was true.

I believe in love at first sight_But it__ not the first moment you lay eyes on a person, it__ the moment you first see the person they truly are.

Though it__ reasons to burn may vary... you are always the fuel of my fire.

It__ difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don__ have to imagine it... I just have to live it

It__ the intricate details you miss the most. For me, it__ the soft lines around the eyes when he smiles_ Or that look he gave me sometimes that I cannot begin to describe - but I would know it if I saw it again.It was the look that gave him away.I__ know that look anywhere_It used to be my everything.

Like so many others my story begins with that same old line_. __o anyway, there was this guy_._ Until one day_. there wasn__.And nothing was ever the same after that_.

Every quote, every book, every film seemed to suggest that __ne day_ someone would come into my life and love me with an intensity and a passion I had never experienced before. And to their credit they were right; It all came and went so fast it really did feel as if it were just __ne day_....

He looked at me like I was the stars when all I__ ever felt like was the dark nothingness between them.

Though life has fated that we never cross paths again, don__ ever feel alone. For we are parallel _. and I will always be by your side.