Pushpa Rana

Insatiable is my desire for you, Insane is my love you,Limitless are my boundaries for you, True are my feelings for you,Wildest are my imaginations for you, Intense is my passion for you,Soul is my offering for you, Commitment is my promise to you,

He existed in his own terms and I followed it without hesitation.

Men's courage is reflected when he snaps at a women.

It is not the dead rather the ones who lives through war have seen the dreadful end of the war, you might have been victorious, unwounded but deep within you, you carry the mark of the war, you carry the memories of war, the time you have spend with your comrades, the times when you had to dug in to foxholes to avoid shelling, the times when you hate to see your comrade down on the ground, feeling of despair, atrocities of the war, missing families, home. They live through hell and often the most wounded, they live with the guilt, despair, of being in the war, they may be happy but deep down they are a different person. Not everyone is a hero. You live with the moments, time when you were unsuccessful, when your actions would have helped your comrades, when your actions get your comrades killed, you live with regret, joyous in the victory can never help you forget the time you have spent. You are victorious for the people you have lost, the decisions you have made, the courage you have shown but being victorious in the war has a price to pay, irrevocable. You can't take a memory back from a person, even if you lose your memory your imagination haunts you as deep down your sub conscious mind you know who you are, who you were. Close you eyes and you can very well see your past, you cant change your past, time you have spent, you live through all and hence you are a hero not for the glorious war for the times you have faced. Decoration with medals is not going to give your life back. the more you know, more experiences doesn't make it easy rather make its worse. Arms and ammunition kills you once and free you from the misery but the experiences of war kills you everyday, makes you cherish the times everyday through the life. You may forgot that you cant walk anymore, you may forget you cant use your right hand, you may forgot the scars on your face but you can never forgot war. Life without war is never easy and only the ones how survived through it can understand. Soldiers are taught to fight but the actual combat starts after war which you are not even trained for. You rely on your weapon, leaders, comrades, god, luck in the war but here you rely on your self to beat the horrors,they have seen hell, heaven, they have felt the mixed emotions of hope, despair, courage, victory, defeat, scared.

There was no wind which could have swept my thoughts away from my bositerous heart; not that day, not this day and not any other day

She was lucky to be wanted not desired though, worse pain is the feeling of being unwanted in love.

It's better to hate someone in the beginning rather than end up hating someone after loving.

Obsession and possession are just sessions destined to end soon.

If you hear I will speak but if you listen I will talk.

I don't like flowers, chocolate, cakes or diamonds either, I am definitely not a hard one to impress.

I have loved every single person I met in my life, just the definition and situation varied.

I looked for company and i found myself.

Soldier's fashion accessory is his weapon just like a jewelry for women.

Just so you know a weapon, a body armour can never be a fashion accessory.

Judging is acting on a limited knowledge. Learn the art of observing without evaluating.

I am not addicted to coffee, it find it's way every morning.

Dream big, I dreamt of being taller when I was a kid, reinforced with flashbacks everyday I exercised diligently and to my surprise, I am still 5 feet tall.

I see you, I see others and I want to see you more.