Kaitlyn Oruska

Belief isn__ something you can be reassured about. It__ something that has to come from inside.

I__ not going to answer that because it__ ridiculous. I love you, Lainey. I've loved you from the day I met you, if not before, and I've loved you every day since. How could you even doubt that?

I loved him in that moment more than I thought possible, but it would end when this night did. We might chase the phantoms of these feelings for a while afterward, but in the end we__l concede defeat and move on. Nothing is meant to last past its novelty. Some things are too painful to chase after their expiration date.

If only either of us knew the challenges a simple word like forever could bring.

It__ hard to see yourself changing until you__e so far from the person you used to be that it__ hard to remember ever being them at all.

But unlike Lachlan and Alison, my demons aren__ self-induced. My demons are fate__ way of telling me I won__ escape unscathed.