J.A. Ironside

Tangled onto the shuttle, we were being woven back and forth to create the same tapestry of despair and heartbreak and loss. It was so muchbigger than I could see before, and all I had done was stand at the centre of the web and feed it my anger and frustration and jealousy.

This is m-me._ I indicated the lonely track.__eally? What__ up there?_ He peered over my shoulder in genuine curiosity. __s there a house up there? You__e not a sylph or something that really does live wild, are you?

Oh r-really? Do t-tell?_ I quirked an eyebrow back at him.__ell, usually it__ best to take your shoes and socks off before you step in the stream, better balance on an uneven surface. Also, you avoid that unpleasant squelchy feeling when you wear the shoes again later._ He paused, smirking. __lso, if__ was going to paddle barefoot upstream in Yorkshire, I__ wait until at least May before I tried it. But you go ahead, love. You__e clearly a Spartan lass.

How did you get so scratched up then, Emlynn?_ He looked at me uncertainly again.I felt wildly like laughing. Too many swooping highs and plummeting lows. What a weird fewdays. Weird being a massive understatement.__r-Crawling through gorse bushes._ I took a perverse delight in answering his questions in a way that told him nothing at all. I__ never paid much attention to boys before. Maybe Grace was onto something after all.__rawling through gorse,_ he repeated. __art of your action-girl antics, no doubt?___-no doubt._ I smirked again.

Hey now, wait a second. When will I see you again? You can__ leave a poor lad dangling like that!__is look of bewilderment made me bite my lip to keep from laughing.__hy would you w-want to?_ The words were out before I could stop them. A rare occurrence for me. And now I seemed pathetically needy. Very attractive.__ecause I love a pair of pretty green eyes._ He grinned.

Dad looked more sheepish than I had ever seen him look in his life. It made him appear younger.__ scent. Your mother__ shampoo.

My love, a person is better judged by how they treat their inferiors than their betters. That is the true measure of a man, or a woman. Think you that you are so far above Lata?""If I am to be your wife then I shall be far above her and she had better do as she is told if she wants to stay employed here!""I've ruined you. My poor little mango seller." Nadir let go of my wrist and stepped away, his face hardening. "You shall not be my wife if you cannot treat people with the respect they not only deserve, but earn every day by working so hard for it!"'Mangoes

Maybe because I knew Haze and Kate so well by then the passage leapt out at me, clear and sharp as di

Oh r-really? Do t-tell?_ I quirked an eyebrow back at him.__ell, usually it__ best to take your shoes and socks off before you step in the stream, better balance on an uneven surface. Also, you avoid that unpleasant squelchy feeling when you wear the shoes againlater._ He paused, smirking. __lso, ifI was going to paddle barefoot __ was going to paddle barefoot upstream in Yorkshire, I__ wait until at least May before I tried it. But you go ahead, love. You__e clearly a Spartan lass.

Every time I had things straight in my head abouthim, I saw him smile or crook an eyebrow, and all my sensible reasons on why I couldn__ have feelings for him seemed redundant.

You know why I really hated you? With all that you had you were just so oblivious to it all. You didn't use your beauty. You didn't ever try to get what you wanted. You didn't deserve what you had. I did because I would have used it. And you just...loved me. Loved me no matter what I did. You have no idea how I despised you for that. I wanted you gone."'The Yielding