E.L. Montes

You're beautiful, Jenna. i'm a man and I'm afraid to admit when I'm lucky enough to look at someone as beautiful as you.

When you adapt to someone, they become a part of your routine, a part of you. And when they__e taken away, you feel a bit lost. No matter how much you think it won__ affect your life, it does.

I also wanted you to realize that even though the pain will always be there, I__ living proof you can get past this. Right now I know it feels impossible, but one day you__l look back and see how far you__e come.

Just easy. Life feels like it__ always hard. There__ never a calm way to get through it, to just breathe. Every day brings the same challenges, the same routines_the same everything. And as much as I hope the next day will be different, it__ not. It__ just the same old cycle over and over again.

Depression is evil. Before you know it, it takes over and there's no escaping it.

You know how there__ that one person who stumbles into your life and you instantly have a connection with them? Someone who__ a genuinely good person. Someone you just know you can build a great bond with, and it doesn__ have to be in a romantic way either. It can be with someone you have no attraction to whatsoever, you just instantly recognize something in them and they in you. Like in another realm, in another life, you were meant to be together in some way. Whether with a mother, daughter, sibling, best friend, or romantic partner, it__ a strong, unexplainable connection between two individuals

Life, Jersey Girl, sometimes pauses. It stops. Sometimes we don__ even realize how everything around us is moving so quickly while we__e standing in the middle of it, allowing it to pass us by. Most of us, if not all, just lose the why. Some of us never figure it out to begin with. We lose sight of the purpose that wakes us up every morning and pushes our day forward. We lose a sense of hope and the feeling of life in general. We view life as more of a test, one that__ trying to beat us down every day.

You didn't judge my past. That's when I knew I couldn't turn away from you even if I tried...

The morning I drove by and saw you alone, staring at the house. I told myself to keep on driving, but something told me to stop. And when I'd seen how lost and confused you were, something told me I was meant to be there....I was meant to be there so I could help you find your way

The point is, Jenna, no one is normal or perfect like that house you see across the street. Everyone suffers from their own struggles, whether they__e big or small.

Special Logan Kiss...Yeah, but you didn't know that I'd recited how i felt for you right then, in that moment, in my mins. The words flowed silently, so easily. There's no mistaking them. When I gave you those kisses, I was telling myself and you....He peck my nose "I..."He kisses my forehead "..LOVE.."My heart swells asHe presses his lips to my chin, then he whispers " YOU...

Jenna is the kind of beautiful that I can get lost in. Lost from all the fucked-up-ness in my head. She__ the kind of beautiful that laughs at all my non funny jokes because she gets me. She__ the kind of beautiful that__l put me in my place without batting an eye. Jenna is the kind of beautiful that can transform a non believing man like me into a man who wants more. A man who can fall hard, stumbling over his own two feet because he__ so tangled up in her.

You can__ help who you fall in love with.

Shh, listen, don__ be discouraged if you don__ win. It__ a learning process. You__l get better with each try.