A.J. Smith

He blurred his thens and his nows__n a fantastic drunken distortion__ith the thisness and thenness of now and before, re-spectively; wisps of Bburke with Jane infiltrated him without her, the way dry oars still taste of salt. And it made Bburke trace Jane__ silhouette in his bedsheets with his lips, wondering if his sadness and loneliness was of any import to the grander human comedy, like the swooning soul of Joyce__ Gabriel, lost amidst a universe of snow__ecause, in small, unnoticeable ways, must not the sea taste of oars?

Bburke used to, whenever he went to the city to catch a Yankees game, throw his money around to every homeless man on the street, feeling it was the right thing to do; except one time he did that and he got to the stadium and realized he didn__ have enough money for the Bud Light tall boy he always got during the third inning. And in him he felt an unyielding rise of contempt for the himself of only hours ago, that he was something and now is something and that they aren__ the same somethings. But that the change was Barmecidal and it was just him, this moneyless and beerless man in the bleachers. Man made in God__ image, yet some men are homeless and some are beerless, and there must be this big bearded guy miles and miles in the sky who doesn__ have a home and can__ even catch a buzz.