unrequited

How many times did we pass each other before we met? If only I__ known_. I would have searched for you endlessly.If only I__ found you before it was already too late.

Perhaps I was easier to shake off for you because you__e such a together person. I was just an extra layer on the outside_ like a blanket you could shrug off and feel just the same_. except maybe a little colder_.But I was always a broken person that was haphazardly held together by little more than my own strength. And so you just seeped in the cracks and mingled with my insides until you became an inseparable part of me. And as painful as that is, it still kind of warms me to know I will always carry a part of you with me.

Your smile and your laughter lit my whole world.

I need to stop running back to you in my mind all the time.

It is the deepest of wrongs I am driven to write_. And losing you was one of them.

They say __ollow your heart__._. But I can__ follow you where you__e going_

In a way, it was the same as any normal break up. You took what was yours _. and I kept what I__ had from before we were together_You took my heart _. and I had nothing_

How I wish I could undo it all _ take it all back_All those years I spent unhappy with him _. when I should have been looking for you.

They say the truth hurts. And these words hurt more than any I have ever written. But they are the truth _ The cold, hard, undeniable truth.Not letting go doesn__ keep him with you.It__ still over. He__ still gone._ And nothing will ever change that.

I write what I love.I will not stop _ even when my hand hurts_._. because I cannot stop _ even though my heart hurts_.

It__ funny how we say a person __ade_ us when they actually broke us.Sort of like how I say __unny_... but I actually mean sad.

It__ times like this_. when it__ over a year later and I__ still crying over you that I want to turn to you and say: See_. This is why I asked you never to kiss me.

My heart__ been empty since you left - but still I refuse to put up a vacancy sign.I__ just not ready for anybody else to move in yet.

I__ never dreamed anybody could love me the way he did. And even when he proved it to me time and again _ I still could hardly believe it was true.

Though it__ reasons to burn may vary... you are always the fuel of my fire.

It__ difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don__ have to imagine it... I just have to live it

It__ the intricate details you miss the most. For me, it__ the soft lines around the eyes when he smiles_ Or that look he gave me sometimes that I cannot begin to describe - but I would know it if I saw it again.It was the look that gave him away.I__ know that look anywhere_It used to be my everything.

Like so many others my story begins with that same old line_. __o anyway, there was this guy_._ Until one day_. there wasn__.And nothing was ever the same after that_.