shaye-evans

Eager?_ __ust a little,_ I breathed.

Touch me. Kiss me. I want you. I__e never done it just for my pleasure, just for fun.

I was calling you earlier when your name and number flashed up on my cell__ screen. But instead of it being you, it was Chris.___ou still have my number programed into your phone?

Gee, you don__ sugarcoat things, do you?_ __t least if I__ at a club, I won__ have you pressuring me.___o, you__l have heaps of strangers instead.

Colt, you__e going to be a nurse, not a cop. If anything happens, I__l pay the fines for you.___till don__ need it.___hy?_ She paused for a moment, thinking. __ecause you__e still trying to get into Daddy__ good books?___hut up,_ I muttered, blowing my frustrations into another balloon__t grew between my palms. This had nothing to do with my father.__rom what you__e told me of the guy, he__ a jerking dick, Colt. I don__ know why you__e seeking his approval.

Now,_ he murmured huskily into my ear, licking the skin below my lobe. I shivered. __t__ your turn.___ease.

I__ not leaving him, Sam! And I__ not waiting for the others to help.

Have a drink, Coughffles._ __top it with the names!_ I laughed and coughed.

He disowned me,_ I murmured. __icked me out and told me to come back when I changed my choice.___e seriously used those words? That it was a choice?__ nodded. __ou can__ change it. Your sexuality is like your DNA. You can__ cut off your finger so it__ no longer there, because it is you. You__e born with it__ou just discover it when you mature.

I knew,_ he breathed, pressing his forehead to mine, __hen I developed a crush on you._ My eyes flashed open. __ut we drifted apart,_ I whispered.He shook his head. __ was scared of how you__ react, that my feelings would complicate things, ruin our friendship. That is why we didn__ hang out much as we got older. We didn__ drift apart. I pushed you away.

Do you remember how your mom would wrap the presents so well it__ take at least five minutes to find where you could rip the paper?__ snorted. __es, and they were wrapped so much it was like unwrapping a hundred packages from morning __il lunch. It was Mom__ way of extending Christmas.___ loved that__t always built the excitement. Just when you thought you had it, you had to unroll it. I miss her__he was like a second mother to me.