broken-heart

What's the deal? Why can't he lookinto my eyes when I have words of appreciation lined up for him.Has he simply forgotten how he feels?all his emotions plunged into oblivion.or he is so full to talk about it.He won't confide in mewhich I understand is his choice.I really wish to butI can barely get under his skin.But what I know about him ishe feels very sad andhe has honest eyes.And every broken heart should have a place in this world.He has a place in my heart~

With you in my life I felt like I could conquer anything.It was as if I was on top of the world and even the stars themselves were just within my grasp.But without you _. even getting through the day is hard.

I don__ think you ever really understood_._. All the love I had in the world went to you.

When I was with him suddenly I wasn__ this broken person anymore.I was just me.I was whole again.I was just a person _ like everyone else.

How many times did we pass each other before we met? If only I__ known_. I would have searched for you endlessly.If only I__ found you before it was already too late.

Perhaps I was easier to shake off for you because you__e such a together person. I was just an extra layer on the outside_ like a blanket you could shrug off and feel just the same_. except maybe a little colder_.But I was always a broken person that was haphazardly held together by little more than my own strength. And so you just seeped in the cracks and mingled with my insides until you became an inseparable part of me. And as painful as that is, it still kind of warms me to know I will always carry a part of you with me.

Your smile and your laughter lit my whole world.

I need to stop running back to you in my mind all the time.

It is the deepest of wrongs I am driven to write_. And losing you was one of them.

They say __ollow your heart__._. But I can__ follow you where you__e going_

In a way, it was the same as any normal break up. You took what was yours _. and I kept what I__ had from before we were together_You took my heart _. and I had nothing_

How I wish I could undo it all _ take it all back_All those years I spent unhappy with him _. when I should have been looking for you.

They say the truth hurts. And these words hurt more than any I have ever written. But they are the truth _ The cold, hard, undeniable truth.Not letting go doesn__ keep him with you.It__ still over. He__ still gone._ And nothing will ever change that.

I write what I love.I will not stop _ even when my hand hurts_._. because I cannot stop _ even though my heart hurts_.

It__ funny how we say a person __ade_ us when they actually broke us.Sort of like how I say __unny_... but I actually mean sad.

It__ times like this_. when it__ over a year later and I__ still crying over you that I want to turn to you and say: See_. This is why I asked you never to kiss me.

My heart__ been empty since you left - but still I refuse to put up a vacancy sign.I__ just not ready for anybody else to move in yet.

I__ never dreamed anybody could love me the way he did. And even when he proved it to me time and again _ I still could hardly believe it was true.