breakup

There is nothing worse than being broke and having your woman leave you. Nothing to drink, no job,just the walls, sitting there staring at the walls and thinking. That's how women got back at you, but it hurt and weakened them too. Or so I like to believe.

Because if anything can make death feel like a truly desirable alternative, it's getting dumped.

i loved him, every inch of his being, but i realised one day; if loving him meant losing me, than loving him was not enough anymore.

It's hard to let go of something you never really had but, even harder when you know it__ everything you ever wanted,

Sometimes the immunity of innocence, sincerity, commitment and truth fails in life_These all work till the moment when absolute equals nothingness_It__ all about the theory of relativity_Things you damn sure suddenly become uncertain_Absolute certainty becomes absolute uncertainty_.

That's life, You know . Dreams come true, just to get ripped away the millisecond you begin to let down your guard and let someone in. And thus the "circle" waits to begin anew.

The test of any relationship is, when the going gets tough, whether your partner stays with you or 'gets going'.

We do not leave those whom we truly love. We only break the hearts of those whom we can tolerate their hurts and can move away from their pain" From "The Jasmine Tree: Love in the time of revolutions

Years were wasted trying to make him feel better. I never stopped to see if I felt appreciated.

You can't break up what was never together. But my heart didn't get that memo.

You think that you are an iconoclast, but you__e not. You just move, or replace what you cannot have. If you fail at something, you retreat into something else. Nothing changes you.... I left you because I knew I could never change you. You would stand in the room so still sometimes, as if the greatest betrayal of yourself would be to reveal one more inch of your character.

Because you can never go from going out to being friends, just like that. It's a lie. It's just something that people say they'll do to take the permanence out of a breakup. And someone always takes it to mean more than it does, and then is hurt even more when, inevitably, said __riendly' relationship is still a major step down from the previous relationship, and it's like breaking up all over again. But messier.

There had to be one universe _ just this one _ where we don__ end up together. Here and now just happens to be it.

..And now you've lost the only thing that ever made you feel alive

I rein myself in. I__ already breaking up with the guy. I don__ have to ruin his favorite movie.

You never suffer nearly as much as you imagine you suffer. You never suffer the illnesses you most dread nor the miseries that you fear.

If someone had problem with me, they had to find what it is, similarly if I had any problem with someone, I need to find out myself then only problem solves. Otherwise the problem will become the cause of break up in any relationship.

I wanted to say "don't leave me," but I'm so tired of begging people to stay.