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Red stepped inside my penthouse with her two friends...__ake sure all the staff knows that they need to spoil those three. Give them whatever they want, champagne, the caviar drizzled in hash oil, anything. Even my own stuff to smoke from the crystal bong I got in Paris to the vape pen done in pearl. They need to be impressed.

Pleasure and pain.That was my Melody.She was my poisonso toxic, when sampled,yet,so sweet...

The expression just set me on edge. He had the look of an injured wild animal. I imagined a hungry lion limping in front of me with a bloody paw. No matter how much the beast stumbled or bled, one would have to always remember that the creature could tear the average human body in half.

It used to be that when I made mistakes like this or came close to losing my life, I would just call Miguel. He'd drop it all to come to me__is movies, media engagements no matter how big they were, and even his criminal activities went on hold for me. It made me think he cared.Miguel canceled an appearance on the Dave Letterman show just because he called me and thought my voice sounded like something was wrong.He directed his gaze to the bruises decorating my face. __ou said you weren't hurt.__ith those big arms, he picked me up and slammed the door behind us. __hen I ask you if you're okay, you tell me the truth.

Anytime you need me, just call. I'll stop everything for you. Any fucking thing on this earth.

I already apologized for that.___o, you didn__.___hen I__ sorry._"__uck your sorry.___ine. Fuck my sorry.

Why let me heal when you'll just break me anyway?___ecause breaking you is half the fun.

Melody._ His voice was a tormented whisper on his lips.__es,_ I said.__f you ever need to escape, come to me.___hat?_ I asked.__ust come. I won__. . .I would never hurt you.___ut____ou__e all that matters to me.

Asleep? That's what she is right now?_ Pure menace laced his words. __nd when you decide to answer that question, Kane, be sure that you answer this with great care. I for one see you as my friend. We've never had problems. But now you've met my Melody, and problems cannot be avoided. So when I ask you, is she asleep, be sure that you give me a clear answer, because different ones will result in your death and the slashing away of every fucking person you know.

Women will be the death of you._ Julio entered and sat down. __hat's why I don't mess with them. They make men weak.___ou don't mess with them because you're gay.

No matter how much he__ done to me, my heart could not be done with him.

Why am I terrified?

I think I could have loved you.

One should never believe the words I speak.

There's always a price.

But my thoughtsbreed truthsthat my heartcan'tbare.Like Melody.

What are you most scared of?_ she asked and I wished she hadn__. I didn__ like admitting it.____ scared of dying alone.

She held her hand out in front of her. __ait.___o,_ I groaned and then cleared my throat. __ mean okay, I can wait.