Is is as if life or reality itself has had it in mind all along to unravel the very design i have been trying all along to impose on it.
I began to feel alternately too big and too small. First, I grew so big that I took up the whole street; then I grew so small that nobody could see me _ not even if I cried out.
Annie John
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I began to feel alternately too big and too small. First, I grew so big that I took up the whole street; then I grew so small that nobody could see me _ not even if I cried out.
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