The ghosts that exert the most power in people__ lives-at least, the people I know__end to be of their own making, and consist of equal parts regret and old fears and just plain missing somebody.
Mal was quiet for a long moment. Then he said, ____ not sure who my first kill was. We were hunting the stag when we ran into a Fjerdan patrol on the northern border. I don__ think the fight lasted more than a few minutes, but I killed three men. They were doing a job, same as I was, trying to get through one day to the next, then they were bleeding in the snow. No way to tell who was the first to fall, and I__ not sure it matters. You keep them at a distance. The faces start to blur.___eally?___o.
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Mal was quiet for a long moment. Then he said, ____ not sure who my first kill was. We were hunting the stag when we ran into a Fjerdan patrol on the northern border. I don__ think the fight lasted more than a few minutes, but I killed three men. They were doing a job, same as I was, trying to get through one day to the next, then they were bleeding in the snow. No way to tell who was the first to fall, and I__ not sure it matters. You keep them at a distance. The faces start to blur.___eally?___o.
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