It was to apologize, and apologizing means he remembers what happened, and that means being trapped in a nightmare that__ already come true.

I'm not leaving until you stop crying" he stated pulling me down so we were now laying on my bed facing each other

The more death, the more birth. People are entering, others are exiting. The cry of a baby, the mourning of others. When others cry, the other are laughing and making merry. The world is mingled with sadness, joy, happiness, anger, wealth, poverty, etc.

i have laughedmore than daffodilsand cried more than June.

too much happiness always overflowed into tears of sorrow.

(D)reams are like that: they go in and out of memories and scenes, but they're never real. They're never real, and I hate them because they aren't.