The programming of the consciousness is based upon what is accepted or believed.

Don__ limit your potential, embrace then accentuate the Power of your Heart__ consciousness.

When you've succeeded, you'd say:'Indeed I'd to go through those hell before fit into all of this happiness.

Rincewind stared, and knew that there were far worse things than Evil. All the demons in Hell would torture your very soul, but that was precisely because they valued souls very highly; evil would always try to steal the universe, but at least it considered the universe worth stealing. But the gray world behind those empty eyes would trample and destroy without even according its victims the dignity of hatred. It wouldn't even notice them.

LIfe is just a game of chance, a dance with fate if you let it be so. Or you could chose to play by your rules to win.

Find then follow the path that enables you to live the life you want to live. Don't be blow by the winds of fate. Don't be a creation of circumstances.